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bugsytrex
lover of fanart
United States
I have recently graduated from broadcasting school and completed an internship with ESPN 1000 (sooo fun). Right about now I'm just excited to find a gig in sports radio somewhere and get my life back!

Current Residence: Midlo Illinois, USA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium baby!
Print preference: I actually like coasters, mugs or mouse pads...
Favourite genre of music: any really LOL!
Favourite photographer: Suza Scalora
Favourite style of art: I like artwork done by hand...either on paper or on computer.
Operating System: Windows...boooo!
MP3 player of choice: *shrugs* I don't have one...
Shell of choice: Quoi?
Wallpaper of choice: Blackhawks team members...Toews, Ruutu, Burish, Wisniewski...
Skin of choice: My own I suppose...
Favourite cartoon character: The TMNT, SWAT Kats, TRex and Van and Hitomi of Vison of Escaflowne
Personal Quote: "Those who do not study history are destined to repeat it..."~unknown
Interests
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: H.A.T.E.U~ Mariah Carey
  • Reading: "Legendary Stanley Cup Stories"~ Brian M
  • Watching: I'm pretty addicted to Martha Stewart...go figure
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: Just finished some pasta w/ EVOO, salt & peppe
  • Drinking: orange flavored green tea
Okay, so if you didn't know, I've been pretty down lately. I know it sounds dumb, but I've been feeling like life is mad at me or something. Even though I KNOW I'm better off being single than with my ex, I just feel like I'm being constantly reminded that I'm no longer getting married and that stinks. Thank you ALL for all the wonderful comments and such. It made me feel a bit better.

So I've been trying to do some artsy stuffs (and I know I owe A LOT of ya'll some art)...but I've run into some problems:

A) I no longer have a scanner. So for those of you whose artwork I've done by hand with paper and pencil...yeah...may be a while before you see it. It's not what you want to hear, I'm sure, but it's the truth.

B) Speaking of the truth...95% of ALL my art supplies, drawing and such are currently chillin' in my storage unit. Again, it'd take me some time to even FIND some things...

C) So I'm trying to WACOM-TABLET some art in and wouldn't ya know it?! I need to re-aquire the skill! It's been SO LONG since I've drawn with the tablet that it's darn near impossible for me to draw something that even LOOKS normal! O.O Sooo...it might be a while.

D) I've started volunteering for a high-school sports show that a group of my friends and I are putting on. I'm also helping out another group of buddies and their talk-show, but they won't start meeting up again until after then New Year. Eitherway it's gonna take a good hunk of my time up, but I'll do my best to keep plugging away at this tablet until I can upload something halfway decent!

E) I will eventually start volunteering at my church and for the Special Olympics. I don't have a schedule set yet for either of them, but when they kick in...it'll take up some more time.

Basically, with my life being as crazy as it is right now, I feel that if I stay busy, it'll help with the heartache. Sure, I'm the one that called off the wedding, but I still loved him, and had hopes and dreams for our future together. Right now, I just feel like I could never want to invest that much time and energy in someone again. I know I will eventually, but right now, I just feel pretty hopeless. It'll pass...I know.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCndwm… (this song SO descibes how I feel...)

Anyways, I'm really thankfull to have buddies like you all. I can't tell you how it feels to know that you guys have stuck by me through all this school, intern, failed engagement, moving around mess. I'm sorry if any of you feel as if I have let you down. I don't mean for that at all. I'll try my best to get back on the ball and stay there. Just bear with me a little while longer.

Since Thanksgiving is coming up, I decided to make a mini list of the things that I'm thankfull for this year. Mosty so I can remind MYSELF of everything I have in my life to stay HAPPY about.

* I'm thankfull for having the Lord in my life. Without Him, I honestly don't think I'd have the strength to stay positive about much of anything.

* I'm thankfull for my GREAT friends and family. Both in RL and on the 'net!

* I'm thankfull for graduating school with good grades

* I'm thankfull for my dream career-goals slowly (but surely) falling into place

* I'm thankfull for my good health

* I'm thankfull for the Chicago Blackhawks, Martha Stewart and the TMNT for entertaining me through these last few, rough months.

* I'm thankfull for starting to volunteer and having both my friends, my church and the Special Olympics all interested in my abilities to help them.

* I'm thankfull for all the wonderful compliments that both buddies and strangers have given me.

Thank you everyone! <3

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:iconmajojoy:
Someone knows what happen with she? is bugsy all right? i miss her so much!!!
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superkiel Dec 22, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
hi.
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Crazy-Croc Oct 20, 2013  Student General Artist
Where are you?!?!
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Starimo Oct 7, 2012  Professional General Artist
Hope you're doing okay!!
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:iconletdragon:
This is odd. What has happened to you?
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Miss-Dutch Apr 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, Bugsy. Just wanna say that I miss you lots. Miss talking to you, miss your art. I hope your life is going good right now.
Kiss :heart:
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WolfiesFanComicsLair Apr 28, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, girlfriend! Where the SHELL ARE you?! Your friends here at DA miss you a LOT!!!!
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TropicalFreckles Mar 16, 2011  Student General Artist
Dunno if you're ever coming back, but, just wanna say that I hope your life is really great right now and that is was fun talking to you in the short time I got to know you. =3 If you ever return, gonna make you a drawing of Sonny! XD
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SwedenGirl Oct 27, 2010  Student Artist
Where are you?! We miss you a LOT here!! Come back :glomp:
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HoneyAppleNinja Oct 14, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
I MISS YOU, SWEETIEFACE!!! :heart::heart:
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